It is two years since our older son, Aaron came home. He survived
the war but his marriage did not. It was a devastating loss to all
of us but most especially to Gabriel. Since then, we have all been
helping father and son adjust.
Before the economy crashed, I was focused on my sons, their wives
and our grandchildren and the joys and sorrows of our daily lives.
Now, as I watch the news, I realize that we are among the lucky. We
still have a roof over our heads, plenty to eat, clean water,
adequate clothing and the support of one another in loving and
raising Gabriel and Sarah. It is more than enough for my life and
heart to be full.
After all the terror of September 11th, war in Afghanistan and Iraq,
the devastation of Katrina, Aaron’s sadness and the increasingly
frightening news about the economy, I have wondered if anything
would ever be right again. Like many of you, I have been
obsessively watching the news holding my breath, hoping and praying
that the worst was over, but terribly afraid it isn’t.
Aaron is home safe but I have friends whose sons and daughters still
serving in the Middle East. Somehow it doesn’t seem fair. I didn’t
have answers after 9-11 and I don’t have them now. I have only fear
for the safety and future happiness of all whose lives are touched
by this war and an ever worsening economy.
It is spring again in my beautiful mountains and my faith teaches me
that, “we live in two worlds; the one that is and the one that might
be. Nothing is ordained for us; neither delight nor defeat, neither
peace nor war. Life flows and we must choose. We can, if we will,
change the world that is, into the world that may yet come to be”.
I choose to keep living in this majestic and peaceful place, making
endearing teddy bears that, hopefully, bring comfort and smiles
where so many tears have fallen, and to keep believing in the hope
of a future that can be made safe from the insanity of September
11th, war in Afghanistan and Iraq, the as yet unresolved impact of
Katrina and the grave state of ours and the world’s economy. As bad
as things are, we are a tenacious and hard working people. I
believe that we can and will join hands and ride out the current
storms of fortune while we pull together to make things better for
one and all.
I have designed new bears for your viewing, and hugging pleasure.
One of the things I like best about being a teddy bear artist is
meeting all of you so please, come visit me on the internet or at
the shop in North Carolina and say hi.
By popular demand, I have
added thread bear and bead knitted pouch kits and patterns to my this web site so if you have a
hankering to make your own bear, please be sure to check them out. Now
all I have to do is sew like a crazy woman to have enough stock for the rest
of the show season.